i'm gonna be in a foreign country without my mommy or daddy! dun dundunnn
carmela & i only have each other when we first arrive! (we need to book a hotel!)
got so much planning to do... i need to plan a farewell dinner hehe and i wanna live it up this weekend! cuz my time in seattle is running out cuz my dad is coming on Sunday and i gotta spend time with the fam bam before i leave. so my days are becoming selective.
i also have to figure out things to pack... cuz i am not a light traveler! & things to buy...
i also have to pack up my room here at the apt if we're planning to move upstairs!
so many other things to think about and plan... it's fast approaching.. i can't believe it!!
YAY YAY YAY!!!! :) I CANNOT WAIT!
on the other hand, what was good Sunday/Monday?
seeing Elaine while teaching Bless how to drive in her mom's Scion xD
getting my last HPV shot. this shiiet hurts, like when i move my arm
eating at Applebee's! i haven't ate there in over a year! it was good! & also getting Coldstone's
did a lot of reflecting over the weekend.... now it's time to put thoughts into actions!!
omg it's 2:30 and i'm planning on running Greenlake. AH! GOOD NIGHT!
what's good on a sunday afternoon? "we were chillin' in the park, waiting for the sun to go down..." c'mon sing along now (if u know it hehe) last night or should i say early this morning my sister & i were singing karaoke off of youtube! hahah like "best i ever had" "knocks you down" "blame it" hahahaha
Saturday- got an oil change and new plastic covers for the floor of my car... brought the BGF some Wendy's, went to the mall and bought a cute wallet/wristlet! (i blame watching confessions of a shopaholic 2 times for me wanting to shop), went to the PX, church, & Farreli's! then washed my car cuz a clean car makes for a happier melissa :)
what's not good... bug bites on my feet and...
the overwhelming ocean of emotions that tookover me for a good hour yesterday (or should i say a bad hour?). ups & downs.... emo i know but i'm over it now! i haven't felt that way in a while, it sucked, almost depressing, i felt so lost and negative... i wanted to find a solution or answer to every little thing i was thinking. i just wanted to press redo or refresh. i wish there was a "what if" window. a window that i could look through and see what would happened if I had done this, how things would've played out and how things could be different. but that's something you'll just never know.
and then it flipped and I started to think of the good times and the people in my life now. and also what changes i'd like to make. but here was my last thought to everything that emotionally challenged me yesterday is:
LIVE WITH NO REGRETS BECAUSE YOU KNOW AT THAT MOMENT, IT WAS EXACTLY WHAT YOU WANTED TO DO. LIVE FOR THE MOMENT!
today is sunday and hopefully i get to see Elaine.. she's in town for the weekend!
16 more days 16 more days til Italy and one week til my daddy comes home!